What now? I do not know how to proceed. There is a roadblock in front of me which I seem unable to deal with. This business with Cagayan de Oro is proving to be a tough nut to crack. Sure, it looked like a walk in the park, a real smooth ride but, after encountering bump after hump I am inclined to think that things will get worse before it gets any better. I cannot go to Cagayan de Oro at this time although the kids will be going there for their grandmother's birthday. It is such a mess, my life is. If I go to Cagayan de Oro I would not be sure of anything good coming out of it so I guess I will just sit and wait.

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Wait for what? For Godot? This is such a mess and in the midst of it I can see no one else to blame but myself. On another note, I did have a good bit of something today. It was just a tiny bit and does not merit mention but I saw something good when I checked my usual stuff. This just goes to show that life is full of surprises and there will always be something there to brighten the darkest night. It is night for me now, the night of my soul and even that tiny bit of light could not dispel the gloom that envelops me. Goodbye Cagayan de Oro, I will not see you again this year. I will be stuck here in this limbo and nothing will un-stick me i fear.

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